In such pain today, sometimes I really hate to be a female.  Why can't guys get a monthly pain in the ass too.  Anyway,  I guess I'll be here at Jen's house til Timmy is done watching his Steeler's game.  Then I have to go into to Wal-Mart and get puppy chow for Junior.  Oh what a exciting day.  Think when i get home,  I'll pop some ibuprofen.   Probaly curl up with my book ( I'm reading Stephen King's Insomnia), or watch a movie.  Haven't heard from Danny still,  can't believe he can't even pick up a phone and call.  He always knows where I am,  but somehow its not necessary for me tio know where he is.  Helped Jenn rearrange the computer room this morning.  Slept in today til 10:00 a.m., its the first time in months that I have done that.  If it weren't for these durn cramps,  i think I would feel pretty good.   AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Was kinda hoping not to get my monthly at all,  I've been praying, and trying so hard for a wee one.  guess its just  not my time yet for one.  SHUCKS!  So hope everyone is having a good day,  I'm gonna try to have a better one,  hopefully this tylenol jenny Bean gave me will kick in soon.

Really wish Danny got along better with Timmy,  we had a blast partying last night.  hence the sleeping in.  A lil Smirnoff goes a long way woooo hoooo.  Sat up til three checking out funny pic websites.  LMAO,  We found some hilarious jokes, and animated cartoons.  Its been awhile since we worked on our web page so maybe we'll fiddle with that soon.  If anyone has any cool ideas for a web journal link or would like to help and make one for our site just tag me.  cool nough said..  have a B E A UTIFUL DAY ALL.

Hanging out with Jenny Bean tonight.  tried to fix up my web journal,  but it wouldn't work for some reason or other.  i think we fudged up somewhere.  I miss danny a lot tonight,  I have became so used to sleeping with him every night.  I usually can't sleep when he's not with me.  Guess you just really get used to the feeling of someone in bed with you.  wonder what he is doing,  I'm starting to really get pissed off with the fact that he doesn't bother to call me anymore when he leaves my house.  he could be gone three days, then just call and say hey I'm ready to come back now.  I mean he is living there,  plus I have to tell him everywhere I go.  last week he was gone the whole weekend and called Sunday night saying he needed a ride.  So I asked him where he was and he says he stayed at Sammie's.  But tell me why, he smelled like women's perfume.  Something is wrong, and god help him if its what i think it is.  Not ready for christmas,  haven't started any shopping.  Don't have any money either this year.  There aren't any jobs available here that I have found until after Christmas.  Its really gonna suck this year especially if danny goes to jail before it comes.  Don't actually know if we'll last that long.  We didn't used to be this way,  and now since we think I may be pregnant, he's  nasty.  Well all I have to say is he knew I wanted one from the start.  My brother got married....   And me and my boyfriend got a Pitbull Puppy named junior.  I have a cockateil that will cuss you...  And another dog that if you shoot him the finger he'll growl at you... Well anyway my dad got a duck who attacks shoelaces and toes...  There is nothing I  hate more than that duck...

Hello all it is such a pretty day out there,  and to think I'll be stuck indoors again playing Cinderella.  I spent the whole day yesterday cleaning the house to get ready for Christmas, and New Year's.  And I still haven't made a dent.  Danny and I are getting along much better.  He went to work on someone's car today to make some money.  Bills are really starting to pile up and  I'm getting stressed out over it.  These darn collection agencies are pissing me off.  Don't they know this is the wrong time of year to be pushing for money.  AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.........................................

Well Jenny Bean You know the situation Danny and I have been going through.  I read Danny and I are going through lately.  This horoscope was very decidely creepy check it out.

 

Kansas,
You may be more willing to put your feelings on the line now, especially in order to fight for something you believe in. Your point of view is well thought out and you are not to be brushed away with some clever remark. You want to be heard. As long as this is about principle and not about ego, you'll be okay. Just be careful about getting on a high horse because of moral or philosophical righteousnessely .

Well I really hope everyone has a good day,  I have to get cleaning, and wrapping.  Oh the Whhooomanity( the Grinch).  Happy Holiday's All.   

Just wanted to say Goodnight all  think this chickie has had enough cyber space for one day.  Question Jenny Bean...  How the hell do I access your journal readings and everybody elses?   Also how do I tag you?

Another boring rainy day.  Woke up made everyone breakfast,  now I'm making spaghetti for dinner  Woo Hoo.  Almost done though.  What to do next???  Want to play sims so bad , but I have to wait for my Brother to fix this darn computer.  I hate how long it is taking everything.  Danny is in such a better mood today, he was sick.   I guess because he has been bringing in money or will be by this afternoon.  I thought I was gonna have to kill him and bury the body if he kept on with his little bitch fits he was having.  LoL... Things are hopefully gonna get better between us, if not I just don't think I can keep this relationship going.   been throwing up everyday for about 7 days now or so  BLahhhhh.  Hey jenny bean  thanks for setting this up for me love ya chick.  Now  i don't have to worry about my boyfriend being a nosy pain in my @ss!  well  have a Be A Utiful Day all.

God Jenny u r getting on my nerves so bad i would just love to beat you with a shovel right about now you bloody hoochie.  Or maybe tye a cinder block to your foot and throw you in the river.  You better get from out of in front of that computer and come see me before we all go nuts.

Well today turned out to be sorta eventful after all.  Forgot the dog had an appointment to the vet.  it stunk so bad in that place,  I don't ever want to go back.  Not a good combination when your nauses already.  Kinda of tired now, came home and tore up on some waffles.  I think it might just be nap time, then bath time.  Doesn't that suck,  I really wanted that bath earlier.  Danny is still working,  hope he is in a good mood when he comes home.  I always miss him sooo much usually,  but here lately I have been welcoming the distance he has been putting between us.  I mean I love him and all, but I'd rather not be around him when he is in a crabby @ss mood.  He is still saying he was mad at me  because i have been bitchy lately.  I still don't think I did anything wrong except  telling him I hope his aunt and Uncle  drive off a bridge into the middle of a river some where and drown to death.  What he knows I hate him,  he hates them.  They are extremely horrible, dirtball, ignorant,  down home country trailer trash.  But thats for another day,  don't want to ruin a good day with bad thoughts.  Love You Jenny Bean.

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